It’s always a negative!

This post is labeled as such because that’s probably my most spoken word the last few weeks.  Started last week with study’n about 10 - 15 hrs on calculus.  I really really wanted a good grade to offset my first shit grade.  Took the test, and had 2 quizzes to study for after that.  Then had a nice break in p-town with friends I rarely see cause I’m always down here.  Then studied physics when I got back for say 6 hours.  Didn’t finish of course.

We now start the latest week of Fuck.  Went to sign up for classes Monday,  checked my account and noticed something funny.  I went to see the busars office about my account and their like, yeah you owe this much blah blah blah.  I’m like, my loans should take care of that.  Apparently they didn’t, cause I didn’t do something that I didn’t realize I had to do and the fin aid office didn’t bother notify’n me that I hadn’t gotten this done.  After 4 hours of trying to complete this “little thing” I was on my way to get my loans again, so I had to put the amount I owed on my card so I could reg for classes.   Got my classes all setup, which is good.  No friday classes w00t for that.

So why is this week so “Fucked” well, here it is.  So far I’ve been doing physics homework for about 12 hours, i have gotten 5 questions completed.  I also got my Calc test (see first paragraph for irony).  This isn’t my first time taking this class, nor did I have a problem understanding the material last semester or this semester, I know it quite well.  However, even with this being my 2nd time taking the class and the 10 - 15 hrs of study’n, i got a 73 on the test.. WTF! I’m getting a D in the class.  I’m seriously pissed.  This means many things.  One, study’n that much = worthless.  Two, my teacher is a fuck head cause the problems I missed were problems that I was only maybe 1 number off, but got nothing for partial cause all the questions i missed were multiuple choice and true/false.   The other caviate was that it was a GROUP test.  One other guy and I did the test.  We were catching each other’s mistakes, but it sure didn’t help obviously.   Had this been any other professor, I probably would have gotten a B or so on that test.  Just pisses me off.   I try so hard for this fucking class and get nothing but crap.   So FUCK!

Last Thursday I took my CS312 midterm test. This test was so simple a monkey could probably get at least a B. Even though I got every question almost perfectly there was one question which for one reason or another put me in another demention in which one minute = one hour. This along with being completely high or something cost me 10% of my grade. So instead of 97% I got 87%. I guess I should be used to this by now. Its the reason why I’m a C student and not a A-B student. I always look over some dumb ass mistake. What’s worse, after I was done with the test, about 10 minutes, I spent another 20 minutes looking over each problem making sure I didn’t make any mistakes. I guess I was in dimension X the whole time cause I didn’t catch it the 4 times I went over the problem. *sigh*